Comming to terms.

So, It looks like it's been over a year since my last post on blogger and sadly enough, nothing much has changed. I'm still a Mad Native woman, with no love in my life. It's strange to think, with my 23rd birthday soon approaching (Oct-12th) That I'm still single.

What in the world am I doing wrong?! Or better yet, what is it that I'm NOT doing? Seriously, I've tried everything... From losing weight, to hitting up the clubs, and even trying the online dating scenes. Nothing! I'm starting to loose faith in the old saying "There's a cover to every pot."
If that's the case, WHERES MINE?!
I'm starting to boil over here.

(I'm clearly too hot to handle.)

Sometimes, I lay awake at night, cuddling my teddy bear and wonder to myself, "Is this it? I'm in the prime of my life, it doesn't get any better then this, as they say. And after a certain age, it all goes down hill. Is this it, Is this all I have to look forward to?"

I've heard it time and time again from friends who've been--or are in relationships, "You don't know how good you've got it. You're single, you have no Children. You can do anything. I wish I had that kind of freedom" All the while, I think to myself, "No-no, you don't know how good you have it. You have no idea how much I want what YOU have. " I never say it, because I don't want people to know as to how lonely really I am..

(Yep, this is me. Alone On the beach. Totally cliche, I know)

I tend to put up a strong front, that I'm okay with being single, when in reality, I'm not. I hate it. It's the worst feeling ever. I have nobody to come home to, to express my deepest feelings and desires to, nothing! Zip, nadda, zilch.

My friends to try to sympathize with me sometimes. It's nice and all, but I mean you can't really understand how I feel when you yourself haven't lead a life of constant rejection, and loneliness.

So, with that in mind, I'm thinking about starting a very exclusive club called the Late Bloomers society. That would be awesome. A room full of Sexually frustrated women who get together on a weekly basis to discuss their trials and tribulations in there latent love lives over tea and cake.

Who's game?

(Just me and a couple of my closest gal pals.)

Well Anyway, I hope you've enjoyed reading my thoughts so far.
I think I'll end it here for now.

Buuut I do have a question though for all of you out there reading this:
What do you think about the Late Bloomers Society?? How do you feel about JACKETS?!!

Until next time,
Peace and Pie everyone!!

~Annie